Deserve

Recently this thought constantly be with me.

I am eating a cake -> Do I deserve this?
I am having a hot bath -> Do I deserve this?
I am eating this amazing chocolate -> Do I deserve this?
I am buying this great fruit -> Do I deserve this?

I have this wonderful life. Everything is amazing. Do I deserve this?

If I don’t start to learn how to love and appreciate everything I have.

Then I don’t deserve this.